Kesawan at Rainy Night
It was Thursday’s night with a friend that I’ve met a couple months ago, stranded on a café that I have visited before. I wasn't expecting the night to be a cold one that was covered with a glimpse of insanity about life and about love.
We talked much about things; about exes and recent deals. But as much as we talked, we stopped to think and to wonder about what we’ve talked and what should we talk. We share a lot of things except the one thing that I am starting to wonder. Do I really need a friend like him? Should I use logic to comprehend the situation? All the questions about having new friends in this period of life (read: transition age to 30 years old) is so much challenging to be answered as life feels so lonely as I am getting older.
Yeah, the feeling of loneliness was so true like I wasn't really prepared about future. Before, I was enjoying being single, being alone and never felt the loneliness that I’ve have been encountered now.
So, friends are really important but you should prioritize yourself more. About your health, your financial, your future.
Kesawan at rainy night was so wonderful. 👍🏻 😊