Anita-Corbo

Thinking of Libby makes me feel like I'm watching a sunset I caught…

The kind I caught in a rear-view mirror when I was driving & I had to stop the car at a stoplight, take out my camera, snap quickly & breathe in wonderment before I started driving again.

That's how Libby made me feel.

At first I thought of her as an angel in the locker room. But I wanted to put a picture to describe how I felt about her. I honestly have no pictures of angels in real life that I’ve caught. Although I feel their presence always & actually saw one hovering in my bedroom one night, I've never been able to catch one on camera.

So, just like me catching a rainbow & thinking of someone. 🌈

Or me catching a full moon & thinking of another person. 🌕

Or me catching a couple of deer in the backyard & thinking of yet another person. 🦌

Or me casually catching a dark rain cloud & thinking of someone else again. 🌩

I’ve decided she's more of the sunset to me. Sunsets are usually enjoyed when it's later in the day & you are reflecting on past memories, quietly sitting & watching & thinking. Thinking of quick flashes of the day's events & small happenings, trivial or large, whatever they may be.

She took the time to talk with me one day in length & never complained about it. She also gave me the deepest hug I've ever received, like ever… In my life…

When I was in alot of pain, both physical & psychic. Not psychological, but yes, psychic pain. That is the kind of pain that is trapped in your body & is leaving heavy residues of trauma & you are carrying it around in your consciousness & cells every day. It is a deeper kind of pain that not many people are aware of because we all walk around suppressing everything negative from our past. So instead of identifying it & clearing it, we all just keep suppressing & keep snapping selfies to make us feel good about ourselves.

And that's OK, too, because it's 2022 & that’s how this generation has learned to deal with everything. Just keep snapping. Keep on happying!!! 🙃

I believe Libby is an empath. I’m not quite sure if she thinks so herself, but she picks up on very subtle energies. Empaths do that. They seem to sense or feel more than the average Joe. They can be very intuitive to a higher degree than others & sometimes may feel lighter or heavier around certain people after absorbing their energies.

I remember her looking me deep in the eyes & asking me how I was. Not just politely, but in essence trying to let me know on a deeper level that she was trying to connect in a way that I can only describe was like an E.T. sort-of level. You know, like in the movie when E.T. just gazes in your eyes & GETS you without literally talking? 👁👁

She has a rear-view aura to me. Kind of like the photo below.

Not noticeable at first, but when you look back & think of the soul-baring vibrations she was capable of you go, oh, yeah! Wow, that was really an amazing encounter I had with her! She made me feel??? Lighter? Is that a good word? I guess lighter. Yeah, like when you didn't really notice right from the bat & you just look back & keep going, hmmm???

The moment you look in the rear-view mirror & just are in awe of the beauty that is around us & you have to say “No way, did you just see that?”

And her eyes, they penetrate you like lasers but in reality she is soaking everything up about you. Like she sees through you but it’s not uncomfortable at all because she sees GOOD things & GOOD thoughts.

I remember that hug, too. It made me chuckle to myself because she is quite petite & I'm thinking to myself how could someone so tiny hug so big? Like it felt like a hug from a giant because it felt so huge & encompassing. Swallowing you whole & completing you. Squeezing. Tightly. Lasting really long. You know, those long ones when someone-doesn't-want-to-see-you-go kind.

Well, I never wanted to let her go. But we had to. We had to go about finishing our day.

So, I'm giving her the longest hug back. By writing this. Because if she ever reads it, maybe it will stay in her memory.

And maybe this memory will last longer.

Because some etched memories you just don’t want to let go of. Kind of like that hug…

💛🌞💛