We ALL Won the Lottery! š
Everybody won the lottery!
Absolutely nobody loses.
Nobody.
All you have to do is wake up & be grateful for one small thing in your life.
Iām grateful for this card my husband bought me many, many months ago. It's a little dusty sitting on the kitchen shelf. I took a picture of it with Cuzzy, my monkey son fur baby, to remind me that one good memory can make all the difference.
Even if I don't have all of these qualities anymore, at least he saw them once in me before.
I thank him for that...
Maybe even once is good enough.
Sometimes I will look at this card as a pick-me-up to help erase all the cruel & hateful words people were shouting at me before my suicide attempt. Even some people who I thought were my friends but really weren't. It helps dull the pain.
Remember, noone's marriage is perfect. There's too much social media hype with perfect pictures & perfect headlines & we all get caught up in thinking everyone else's life is better. I've been battling severe depression for a long time now & I try to find ways to help me cope. So what I do is write about my memories.
If this can help you, please try it.
Choose one good memory, hold on to it, creatively visualize it, see it in your mind every day, hold it in your consciousness & then let it stick!
Especially if it's a memory about a person who knows EVERYTHING about you & still sees good in you, then maybe that means you won the lottery too...
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