Again and again and again.
I’m not sure what happened but I want him allllll the fucking time. I already have a higher drive but lately it’s been even more intense, like borderline insatiable.
( In fact, it is insatiable and I’m down for that. )
I’m not sure what to attribute it to but I also don’t care to figure it out.
I’m so happy just where we are and always ready to add more.
Always.
I’ve mentioned how my drive is usually on the higher end and we make sure he orgasms at least once a day at minimum. Sometimes it’s way more but we aim for nothing below one each day.
That’s just how we both work best.
I love to give and he loves to receive.
We’ve discovered that a few days prior to my cycle starting, my drive takes a deep plummet. I still make sure he goes once a day but instead of me initiating each time, sometimes it takes me a little time to get started.
I’m always good to go once we’re going.
Always.
The day or two before my cycle ends, my drive climbs back up to the top where it was and we’re back to being bunnies.
The odd thing was that this cycle, I had no warning (like cramps) and even started a few days earlier. On top of that, I had absolutely zero drop in drive and during my cycle, it increased exponentially.
I’m almost 44. Shouldn’t this be slowing down? I sure hope not.
I’m talking about going again right after we just finished.
And again.
My husband being the fucking champ he is, never complains. I can wake him up mid sleep and go at it and he’s ready.
Thats just how we work best. Free use for the win.
The past couple days have been even more like this and I’ve really, really been into edging him. Edging is basically just getting them to the brink of an orgasm and then stopping, over and over again. Because we’ve been together for 25 years, I have the bonus of knowing his body incredibly well so I can feel and know right before the magic happens. We’ve edged each other before but lately, I’ve been really dragging it out in the best of ways. When he’s close to going, I remove all touch completely (hands/mouth/everything) and just slowly add in more until I have him back up to the top again. This is not only super fun for me but it creates such intense pleasure for him and makes the finale so.much.better. (and more of it – YUM!)
The longer we drag it out, the better.
In the past I’ve made him go 3 hours. Lately I’ve still been edging him but instead of focusing solely on time, I’ve been focusing on the feelings.
Alongside the amazing endings, we’ve been creating a personal stash of videos and screenshots for him to use when he wants to.
This way, if for some force of whatever that I’m not home or don’t want to please him (as if!), he has a place to go. Porn is great sometimes but I sort of spoiled it for him. We discovered what he liked and then I watched videos and recreated what he liked best. Not only does that super turn him on but it makes me feel like his own personal porn slut.
And I fucking love that.
Even if he wakes me up in the middle of the night, we’re going to be recording. I want us to have a huge personal collection for us to use whenever.
I used to not ask to view the videos because I’m hypercritical of myself. I don’t like seeing myself in photos, hearing my voice or any sort of compliments. Lately, I’ve been asking to watch them after and honestly, it hasn’t been that bad! I still pick a million things apart about myself but the fact that I’m able to watch them now is a huge improvement for me.
We’ve also been trying new things that we haven’t tried before.
I’ve shared how much I love his cum.
Like give it all to me and don’t waste a drop.
We've even purchased a special spoon to use to scoop it back up if he spills somewhere other that in me . I’ll lick it off him, the bed, the floor – I don’t care.
That is mine and I won’t waste any. I worked hard for it and it’s also a gift given to me. I’m always hungry for it & always excited to ask him which way he wants to finish this time.
Like before, I wasn’t always like this either. It used to gross me out in all the ways.
The texture, the flavor, the temperature, the amount, etc. but now all of those things are my favorites.
There is no wrong place to unload on/in me. I’ll chase it wherever it goes.
My goal is always to get the most that I can out of him. Choke and drown me while I’m on my knees looking up to you & I’ll do it with a smile and a “Thank you” afterwards.
Then I’ll beg for it again and again.
Once a day is minimum and it’s almost never enough for me.
I understand that some find this obsession “gross” but I don’t give a fuck.
I’m proud of it.
It makes me happy and keeps him satisfied, as well.
100% a win/win.
I’m thankful we know what makes each other tick in all the best ways because we weren’t always like this. Like most couples, we’ve had rough times.
We almost divorced and we struggled haaaaard.
Most importantly, we pushed through and worked because we’re both worth it.
Now we reap those benefits plus more.
On the other side, as much as I love to devour him, he’s just as hungry for me. Unlike him, I cannot go whenever he wants. I don’t have the ability to go multiple times but I completely blame that on his talented mouth and hands because that man fucks.me.up in ways I can’t even put into words. I’m literally left shaking, mumbling and sleepy AF with a smile on my face.
We just know each other in the sexiest of ways and I’m so fucking grateful.
I’ll never have (or ever want) this connection with anyone else.
I don’t know how many years we have together but I’m going to literally drink each one up and hope for more.
Every.single.day.
warning – this is the good stuff
We have tried putting his cum on food and some have been ok and some have been absolutely delicious. I’ve found that the sweeter the food, the better it is. We’ve tried brownies, lollipops, cookies, strawberries, frozen in ice cubes and even a salad. (The salad was gross.)
Recently, we tried yogurt.
I gave him an intense blowjob and while he recorded the finale, I showed it to him in my mouth but didn’t swallow yet. We opened a yogurt and I spit it into the container and then took a huge spoonful of cum covered yogurt and devoured it.
I was not expecting it to be as hot as it was. For some reason, this time it was such an unbelievable turn on. We were also able to rewatch it after, except for the fact that he was so distracted and missed me actually eating it. Hahaha!
10/10 would do again.
Does it make me a slut, whore, or whatever other term that people attach to people who like cum?
I hope so because it’s all true.
Absolutely no shame here, only pride.
I understand this isn’t everyone’s thing and I have absolutely zero judgement. As long as you’re happy and enjoying your sex life, however that may be, that’s what matters most.
Never stop trying new things, discovering what you like or what brings you sexual joy.
Life is short.
Fuck well.
#nsfw