BoringYetGraceful

originally posted: August 27, 2022

Bewildered beyond imagination
My reality already conducts electricity
Insulators on repair
Fighting against the wave of the unknown
Will you reach me by your hand
Or just stare at me as my ground shatters
As I reach my end

While you and your smile
You never got hold of something
Yet holds everything
The pain in my neck that struck me on that trek
It was my genesis but to you
It's your fulfillment to find the genuine end

Running away from that certain thing
I already lost my dream, my goals, everything
Forget how to love, even this heart still looks beating
Faked happy smiles revolve
Oh come on, just let them marry and do the honors
That Adam and Eve initiated that filled the planet
As I count them gone one by one
Then what would be the end?
Forget love, forget everything

God can you hear my scream?!
Looking for help, help is looking
Where, when will you come again?
Your Word still lingers in this heart
Who longs to be an instrument of your grace
The grace that still carry me
As I crawl in this mire and you continually lifted me
But I still return

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