mmm

there’s something about today that gave me clarity.

i wasn’t given everything i wanted. but i accepted and was gracious for what i do have. is that growth? did i find the secret to life? am i seeking comfort in the multiverse as a way to accept the present? knowing that some other version of me can enjoy what i don’t have and vice versa?

part of me wants to lean in to that possible delusion. another part thinks we make these things up to feel better, as people do with religion.

no two people see life in the same way. last night there was a lunar halo. i read that everyone sees it differently.

such is life.

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