Genetic/Narcissistic Rage

Better a Kurdish cage,

inside Germany’s white-walled asylum,

than their streets

full of Romanians, Germans, Turks.

Better a fellow Kurd,

fluent in Kurmanjî,

spitting “Turkish” at me

while swallowing Germany’s pills,

than to breathe outside

where they erase my name.

Better the silence inside,

where I still know who I am,

than their freedom outside,

where Germany forces me

to call myself a Turk.