Genetic/Narcissistic Rage

I am a Scandinavian Sintashta warrior woman.
At the moment, I’m unemployed, but I might be needed in the care sector.

I may not be welcome anywhere else.

I have an anti-engineer mentality — I’m too narrow-minded and I only follow people.
I cannot engineer people’s minds; this means I cannot be a teacher or a tech enthusiast.

I might, however, have the perfect personality to serve — whether in customer support or the care sector.

Also, I live with mental illness, so I’m having a tough time, and it doesn’t seem like it will get better.