Genetic/Narcissistic Rage

They say whatever is meant for you

will find you—

as if fate has hands,

as if destiny knows your name.

But when the wind carried smoke,

it found me too—

not love, not fortune,

just the bitter breath

of someone else’s fire.

I never asked for it,

yet it clung to my lungs,

pressed its mark into my skin,

like an unwanted inheritance.

If this is what “meant for me” means,

then let the world know—

I want no gifts from fate

that arrive in ash.