Introspectsy

Just personal introspection.

Okay, like, look. Serious talk for a moment.

Well, maybe not super serious, we can call it like... I dunno, 72% serious? I like that.

So, 72% serious talk for a moment.

I'm hard to be friends with, I'm hard to befriend. I don't let people in much. So like... if I trust someone enough to get over fear, trust issues, all that stuffs, its kind of a big deal for me.

Which is why getting friend dumped sucks. I'm pretty empathic and ugh, a lot insecure about my value as a friend. So I like, jump to the conclusion that the issue is me when probably, it's just that some ppl are shitty assholes. I'm not entitled to anyone's time ofc, but it bothers me when they go full coward and sneaky ditch.

But... I'm learning. Maybe I'm not trash. Maybe it's not always something I did. Maybe being an empath is always going to suck for that, but maybe it’s okay to admit I did nothing wrong.

Weird. I like... 28% believe that. That”s progress.