Question No One Asked (Death Edition)

This QNOA is dark. I'm usually flippant and stuff but… you wanted some insight into me, and I've had some old self lurking lately. The theme is death, so trigger warning… that's a huge theme here. Be warned. And if you want to keep derpy silly dork me in your head as pristine, maybe skip this one.

TW: Death, Dying

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Q: Could you kill someone if you had to?

Yes. I've come close to having to do so twice. Once in self defense and once in the defense of others. And you know what should bother me about that? Once I'd decided, I was... cold. I'd thought out complications. I had a plan and had things not turned, I'd have killed without hesitation.

Q: Shit. What were the two situations?

No. I'm not answering that.

Q: Have you ever come close to death?

I used to work in very dangerous places. So yes. But i have a talent for leaving before things go bad. Sixth sense or subconscious awareness, who knows?

Q: Is there anyone you would consider killing?

I'm supposed to say no, right? So... no. Not because they don't deserve it but because I've been asked not to. And I try to keep my promises.

Ruining their lives, on the other hand...

Q: Have... Dio have you ever killed?

Hn. Why would I answer that truthfully if I had? But I guess that depends on how you define killed. Once, to keep a promise to someone I loved to let her go when she asked. Other times, indirectly maybe. So I guess I did answer.

No I'm not fucking elaborating.

Q: Suicide, have you ever tried that?

No. But I've intentionally put myself in dangerous situations to try to get others to do it for me.

Q: Are you scared of dying?

Of violence, that stuff? No. Of disease, yeah.

Q: Are you putting on an act for Oct? Is this fiction in poor taste?

Will that make you feel better? Then sure.