A poetic post about this and that
Yesterday when I was out in the blackness of the night, the sky was very cloudy and so it looked like a sort of blanket over the stars which weren’t visible, but they gave a silvery golden glow to the dark clouds. It looked ominous but yet at the same time not bleak
It looked more like a gothic horror sky than a cyberpunk like sky with the TV set on a dead channel. (That with the TV is from the opening in Neuromancer, Chiba City Blues or something. It’s one of the best openings I’ve read.)
Nonetheless, there was in the middle of there, in the sky, a little square shaped window in the clouds and through that opening shone the full moon. I saw the full shape of the full moon through there. Just for ~ five minutes.
If that isn’t a sign from above, a signal to keep struggling or whatever, then I don’t know what is!!?
Ambivalence .
My life is a fruit salad of sorts. There’s kiwi and pineapple, apple and banana, right?
A lot.
Now I just need to get the onions out of there, as they are ruining it, obviously..
There are two pieces right now which I’ll need to carefully extract.
The first one is all of my managers like I told about some days ago.
The second, most pungent one is a bit tricky as it involves my sister.
One can argue that one should not let such things affect, and just eat the salad, as it’s nutritious and all of that.
That may very well be true, but I’ve got my sense of smell back and it amplifies the pungency of the taste.
The taste of bullshit.