The fatalism or something, not quite that but anyway
Tomorrow I’m going down to work office. They’ve laid a big number of people off yet again. I remember explicitly them saying they’d never do fire anyone cause we’re all one big family, they said, but that turned out to be not accurate, or like sure; some families are awful, like that Fritzl guy, and Cinderellas family wasn’t so nice either, or that mother with munchausen by proxy type family. Sure; people aren’t fired exact, more like they get severance packages, so then: True to the letter, but not in spirit.
Like Aes Sedai.
Tomorrow I’m going down there to see if I too am gonna get fired, like a lamb to the slaughter, but then fired out not fired, I’ll go see Architects.
I know job market is tough right now, yet I feel serene about the whole thing, I don’t know if I care. Like that Stubb guy in Moby Dick said:
I know not all that may be coming, but be it what it will, I'll go to it laughing
But ya wish me good luck I guess.