Cannabis
I feel completely at home and well, and I just had an idea that changed everything, but mostly my body and mind feel super pleasant.
Just a minute or a few ago I had taken one inhale from the vaporizer at a slightly too high temperature, not that it's burned or even all finished, just a bit too roasted on the edges.
And I'm also primed with some Psilocyn and Alcohol.
And not only my perception is slightly different in its general flavor, my mind in general is in a different state.
Funnily, “I” still feel exactly the same, only the results are different.
And to also catch the interesting thought from the beginning (and I feel slightly ashamed for not having worked it out yet):
I should use my car (and more specifically maybe the white roof box) to communicate with the world and connect also 🤔 I wanted to write “digitally”, but my keyboard wanted to write “socially” and when I deleted that it made this smiley...
Now I'm a bit psyched by my keyboard.
And you kinda get what the effect of cannabis is, right? 😆
Initially I wanted to write that it seems to make my mind a bit more scattered and I think I managed to demonstrate that quite well as I have no idea whether my text will be understandable.
But in my experience, one moment of my hands' action observed in the incandescent light of the CX interior could easily be the peak of my life, the ultimately best moment ever to come.
While my mind is still calm, my energy vibrating but pleasantly, only the breath, and the vapor doesn't hurt the lungs but rather brings consciousness to them.
From the next mornings perspective, I can further explain: I'm feeling a bit tired now, not fully rested, because I couldn't leave it at that one draw from the vaporizer but I had to chase that moment and do it all again and again last night. Now I want to do it again but I also may want to drive somewhere or continue reading my book or do something else, so no, not an option.