some of my thoughts and notes

Dog

I've often laughed at the fact that dog is the anagram of god.

But recently I've taken it more literally. What if god is (also) a dog?

During our walk yesterday Luna wasn't really happy and I didn't consider her discomfort as important as I would have considered mine.

When we shared some cashews, I learned that she also really liked cashews, but I didn't give her many of my share.

Good foods like cashews I'd prefer to eat by myself and not feed to a dog. But I felt bad for thinking this.

Today I had the chance to make amends. I made sure that I always included her in our group and gave her some attention and love when she seemed receptive for it.

But when I was sitting on the sofa, without thinking much I reached my hand into a big paper bag next to the sofa and started playing with its content. I thought it was small clay spheres that are used for plant pots and I enjoyed the sound they made.

Only when Luna started growling at me I realized that it was her food I was playing with.

I can clearly feel how we are more than dogs, but at the same time are still the same.