Four Weeks
Looking back on the last weeks I realize that we actually only shared four, three or two short, but somehow expanding weeks with each other.
It seems like... time has accelerated, contracted, and then relaxed and slowed down again. It feels weird, a bit like sinking in with an old reality.
But in some ways reality has changed.
Sunday, 25. September, early in the morning, I arrived in Norway and recognized that you also just arrived in Norway.
Friday, 30. September, we met at Virgenes Gard with Kristian, Nils, Sam and Anneli. It was such a nice experience, despite a few strange twists.
Sunday, 2. October, I brought Sam's glasses back to Holt Gard.
Which was kind of unnecessary because I had planned on going there anyways, but it was a good reinforcement and a good memory catch.
Thursday, 6. October, when a patch of blue sky was approaching, we had a very silent and slow walk and then cuddled with Marion and her husband Lion Cat and had the conversation in which I felt I finally understood who I was actually talking with.
Sunday, 09. October, I came to the farm again, just because it fits.
Wednesday, 12. October, we're all together playing Shuffleboard.
Thursday, 13. October, only you are missing, but The Wind is Rising.
Friday, 14. October, we take a walk at the sea, and massage each others backs.
Saturday, 15. October, I spend most of my day with Nils and Sathvik.
Sunday, 16. October, loud thunder marks the day as an especially good and enjoyable one.
Monday, 17. October, we watch a movie with Sam and Anneli.
Tuesday, 18. October, I had a great time ground-handling a paraglider.
Wednesday, 19. October, Many things converge on this date, we finally test the new hull, you leave the farm, join us for lunch and in the evening we go on a trip.
Thursday, 20. October, the last day we spent together. Fully merging public and private we spend half the day on the sofa next to my colleagues talking airplanes until I drive you to the train-station. Known feeling, different flavour.
Friday, 21. October, appreciation of your work, writing down memories.
Saturday, 22. October, sharing written memories.
Sunday, 23. October, Mandukya Upanishad
How are you doing these days?
Maybe we can have a call one day.
Wednesday, 26. October, we have a short call.
Thursday, 27. October, deep learning session in the forest of Mågerø.
Saturday, 29. October, another walk in the forest. Costar: “You're not a rock.” The Lion King.
Sunday, 30. October, understanding Karma, play, joy.
Monday, 32. October, make belief.
Tuesday, 01. November, The space between stimulus and response.
Wednesday, 02. November, I am in a maze of love right now.
Thursday, 03. November, there is no right or wrong; the way up is the way down.
Friday, 04. November, embracing the many.
Saturday, 05. November, trying flying again :)