Frustration
Getting back to work after a solid two week break is interesting.
The feeling of frustration (because a software doesn't work as it's supposed to) seems to come up a lot earlier than it did only two weeks ago.
It's giving me a feeling of intense restlessness. I don't want to be doing this. My heart feels like it could explode any moment. Instead I want to see something else explode. But I don't have any explosives. So instead I do a couple of push-ups to calm my energy. It helps.
But I'm still confused at the sudden intensity of this frustration.