some of my thoughts and notes


Again and again I have this feeling on Mondays...

That I'm not good enough for this work that I'm trying to do,
that I don't enjoy this work enough to be good enough at it.
And after some hours, listening to some music in order to tune out the voices of my colleagues, I eventually get into the flow of doing things, of writing something, of measuring something, coming up with new ideas, analyzing things...
After all the day passes quickly and it's getting dark again and I can see the point in time approach when it's time to get home.