i just want you to be happy.

“Honestly, it's all about the timing
I ain't mean to lead you on, because
Him and I got some things that we're trying
But my energy belongs to you.

I want you so bad, but not too fast
It's not your fault, we can't pretend
Because we both in the wrong.”

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So what makes you think
I'm not in love?
How could you know, know, know
What's best for us?

Why am I here
Standing alone?
'Cause I thought,
I thought you wanted to dance.

I wish that we never met, I wish that we ain't connect
Like Lego, connection good, but mixed signal
If you say so, like cardio
We stared up and down, but we didn't blink
Felt like dirty dishes 'cause we was in sync
I swear to God, if you and him never linked
I'd tear that ass up like somethin' was stole
I'd make them glass balls roll back to your skull
Call a tail number, where you wanna go?
The fuck do he got that I don't got a lot of?
There go my ego again, that's the problem
The fuck you expect? I go get what I want
I want you to say you pick me with your voice
I'm twenty-five up, but I can't buy your choice
You're priceless to me, but that's not the point
You got me out here smokin' joints
You got me out here losin' point
I'm cancellin' shoots and I'm cancellin'—
I'm hitchhiking, you pull over, so invitin'
The seat got my name on it, but who driving?
He hiatus, we spend time, and we repeat and we rewind it
Your headlights? It hit my eyelid
Love is blinding, y'all together? Don't remind me, so confusin'
What we doing? How y'all doing?
Oh, you choosin' him? Okay, I gotta cope with losing, fuck
I ain't been sleepin' well
Twin, I'll never tell
Stay busy so I don't think, 'cause downtime is when it sink in
I stare at old pictures,
I thought you wanted to dance.

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I wish that we had better timing
I'll save a dance just for you
So don't forget about me,
I'll save a dance just for you.