Bah, I'm being pessimistic. I am going through a sad time right now. I will be happy again.
If I was insane, I would be unable to tell so. Simply questioning my sanity is a good sign that I am sane.
Maybe I should stop using the word 'insane' so much. Like 'insanely cool.'
Maybe I should appreciate something about my current situation. Like the fact I'm not controlled by horniness. That I'm conscious of poverty and suffering.
A part of me wants to go back home to [my home country.]
Because it's safer there.
Because I have to deal with pettier problems.
Less poverty and suffering than LatAm.
Less risk of crime, robbery, attacks.
That said... not no risk.
The risk still exists.
Would I feel very guilty if a horrible thing befell me or my wife whilst we were there?
If the answer is no, go.