Coffee makes me anxious.
I know this.
I made a bad decision drinking it.
It was nice – briefly.
Felt euphoric.
Took a big shit – probably too soon, it didn’t feel fully formed.
Then the anxiety began, and it hasn’t stopped.
I have a headache because of it too, I think.
I have 2.5 hours to kill.
I have nothing I want to do.
Going back home will already use up an hour – coming back as well.
I don’t want to apply for jobs.
I can maybe do some in1888 research. Figure out the file format.
I don’t want to walk anywhere since I have nice shoes.
I have $4.20, but I don’t really want to spend it.
Maybe I should sleep, like the man 50m away from me in this library.
Probably I ought to call the US consulate.
Maybe I ought to visit the prescription software guys.
Additionally I believe it’s better to do nothing than sit around wasting my time looking at social media or whatever.