Coffee makes me anxious.
I know this.
I made a bad decision drinking it.

It was nice – briefly.
Felt euphoric.
Took a big shit – probably too soon, it didn’t feel fully formed.
Then the anxiety began, and it hasn’t stopped.
I have a headache because of it too, I think.

I have 2.5 hours to kill.
I have nothing I want to do.
Going back home will already use up an hour – coming back as well.

I don’t want to apply for jobs.

I can maybe do some in1888 research. Figure out the file format.

I don’t want to walk anywhere since I have nice shoes.

I have $4.20, but I don’t really want to spend it.

Maybe I should sleep, like the man 50m away from me in this library.

Probably I ought to call the US consulate.

Maybe I ought to visit the prescription software guys.


Additionally I believe it’s better to do nothing than sit around wasting my time looking at social media or whatever.