I am happy that I am getting better at writing.
A pseudonymous blog was a great idea.

I feel good.
Suffering is good.
Impermanence is good.
Even egolessness is good.

I am lucky not to be in a worse life.
I am lucky not to be in the holocaust.
I am lucky not to be a nazi.
I am lucky not to be a starving kid.

The Joe Rogan Experience and it's fans are proof that the world has good people.

Meditation makes me feel anxious. Deep breathing makes me feel calmer.

What if the secret all along is that I need to return to Wim Hof Method?