I have reached a point of mild mental stability.
I still get some moments of depersonalisation but I'm otherwise OK.
I am also getting sick and tired of working for others.
I have helped my company get their demo out. Now I want out.
I want to book flights back to my chosen home.
Oh shit, I gotta do taxes too.

I want to live for God too.
Yet I haven't been to church in a long time.