headchecks

huff huff huff
my nose hurts
my soul hurts
my throat hurts.

i can't hear my own evidence
as i yell and laugh, albeit pretending
that i'm having
the time of my life

huff huff huff.
ears nose and throat.
mucous membranes of the spirit
absorbing through osmosis.

culture, loving, romance
each and every passing second
i want to live that, i want to dream that
but wants become realities
and my purpose is depleted.

huff huff huff.