headchecks

dear derek:
i think i was hurt so much because i thought i could imagine a future with you, because i believed in you so much, to become an nhl player. maybe i should've kept my crush on goldie instead.

dear grace:
i feel horrible for taking your firsts when i was trying to forget how i felt about someone else. you really do deserve someone better.

dear matt:
i miss you, i think, and i miss being passionate about the things that we liked. your hugs mightve been gangly but i still loved you.

dear blake:
i'm a fucking idiot. i don't know if you liked me or not but i liked you but i was convinced watching that pets movie with just the two of us was just hanging out, as friends

dear max:
i don't know if you're out there. but we had a good time together. let's go on a hike sometime.

dear maximilian:
i'm sure you are still in the area. thank you for being my friend.

dear river:
i hope you're well.

dear avery:
let yourself relax. be kind to yourself.