hockey, faggotry, mental illness

i don't like you anymore

i don't like you anymore
something happened in my head
instead of being with you
i'd prefer being dead

am i scared? am i sore?
or something in that zone?
instead of boning with you
i'd rather rot to bones

i don't like you anymore
and i realize i'm right
instead of lighting fires
i'd prefer to see the light