headchecks

i only feel happy
under the influence
i'm closer to dying
but hey, it feels better
than i usually do.

physical pain is the pain i prefer
the flavor isn't bitter, isn't sour
it's the type of pain that i know how to handle
with some ice, some pressure, some time.

i miss you a lot
under the influence
you're so far away
but hey, it feels better
than i usually do.