Dear,
i like how u dont reply. it makes it easy to talk knowing that u probably don't read them or care.
I have this bad habit of getting myself involved in situationships that end up hurting me quite a lot, but I am not capable of committing to anything, especially people, anyway, I wonder if there is anything good on the other side of my fears. I've been dealing with one of those since I came here, which kept me quite busy. It seems it's coming to an end. The thoughts of being alone are giving me anxiety, i feel like i might go insane, which again is stupid and extreme.
I don't have the energy to jump into another one of these meaningless relationships, might go back to playing piano to fill the time, anyway, enough late night thoughts, need some sleep, good night