005 | oh, old instinct to hustle — you don’t rule me here.
there is this dangerous thing where
instead of keeping your thing going
you start feeling like you need to “create content”
i am struggling with it right now,
feeling i need to constantly produce output
feeling i can't stop posting
because that's what we're used to
but this place is not supposed to be a constant stream of nothingness,
a fast-lived corner of the internet,
one of the thousands of thousands edges you reach,
just to be swept into the next swirl of “content”
i want to share thoughts and feelings and breaths
and sometimes that includes the silence in-between