After having brief moments of hyper-focus from reading recently, I came to a realization.
The only way I can accomplish anything is to simply lose myself into a single task. No daydreaming, pondering, anxiety, self-consciousness, etc. I would have to sacrifice my short-term desires and my ego to give most or all of my attention to what I do, even on a daily basis.
Is this the sacrifice I'm willing to take or even handle?