I am utterly powerless because my willpower is practically non-existent. Yet I still want to do something...
Can't be sure if I'm a 'good' person anymore. Don't know who I really am without those mood swings.
Should I just not do anything? I want to be altruistic, but it seem I'm unable to right now.
Can I ever be altruistic? My egotistical emotions have been getting in the way for so long...
