Mindfullness logs, mainly of infosec and art :)

I don't want to fight, I want to survive

Fighting opponents in a PVP game (Apex Legends) isn't my strong suit.
In fact, it's my weakest skill.
I die so many times because I was anxious, and I didn't know how to track the other player.

But maybe it's best to find other ways to get through a match.
Somethings that I may be better at than just shooting.

So what else can I do, I wonder?
Can I just slow down and try to assist however I can?