Personal Security/Zen Journal

I keep on holding myself back.
I'm too scared to show myself.
But I hate myself for not doing anything.

There are issues on the internet that I want to address, but I don't know how to do it or where to start.
I feel guilty for not taking any action.

Yet, these issues on the internet and in real life has been haunting me for too long.
Ruminating them won't help me in the slightest.