First Quarter – 35%
I thought I'd be fine being alone. But thinking about the crisis that's been happening and the impending societal doom, I do feel lonely because I don't have a community to cling to when I'm in trouble, let alone give my life any meaning.
Fuck other students. Imma just do the assignment myself.
Someday I just want all of this bullshit around me to die.
My dilemma that's been haunting me is whether I should just withdraw from societal affairs (online or real life) to protect my well-being, or feel shameful enough to start contributing to society. If I withdraw, I would be seen as a selfish coward. If I try to contribute, I might not do as well as I hope to, or worse act egotistically while getting hurt by other people's words or actions. So what the hell am I going to do??