May Log
I just want to create. I don't care anymore.
I am empty without input.
I'm not gonna use my ADHD to help making corporate execs money. Honestly, those online tips on how to thrive in capitalism with ADHD can go to hell. I'm sick and tired of seeing that bullshit.
I just want to be in nature alone for longer.
I can't think of what I can or should be doing.
Logic and reasoning is futile for me. I can't do it.
I cried so much, my face has turned red and puffy.
Kept thinking I absolutely can't do anything logical to save my own life. I hate modern societal expectations so much.
Crying is my default state. To hell with everybody who thinks I'm a 'crybaby'.
People who can't admit to their own mistakes are punk ass bitches. I can't fuck with those people.
I can't seem to live in the present. My mind is so occupied by future anxieties and past trauma/regrets.