My words don't matter anymore. They weren't sincere this entire time. I wasn't being authentic with my expressions on the internet. Nothing I or others say don't feel real to me anymore. Words seem ineffective and meaningless at this point in the time of sociopolitical strife and ecological destruction. I'm tired of empty promises from all sides.
I am almost willing to give up using word entirely, at least for personal artwork. I shouldn't be obligated to explain my creativity to anyone, nor should I act like a 'brand' on social media.