Waning Gibbous – 93%
Fixated on Japanese martial arts yet again. The sight of White people still be irritating to me considering their privilege and apathy. Why am I still thinking about this? Urgency, jealousy, the urge to release my pent up agony? I think I'm going mad right now...
Dude, I just want to create man. Do something, doesn't fuckin matter how 'dogshit' it is. Calligraphy, drawing, painting, music, dancing, podcast even?? I have so many ideas but lack the courage to just spit them out in an organized way into the outside world. Not even organized, just as the way they truly are.
It's time I get transparent to what I truly feel about things. Ya'll probably ain't gonna like what I'm about to spit out.