Why does true healing have to HURT?!
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There's no way I can control my emotions I guess.
All I can do is just accept them...
But I can't trust myself for reassurance. My mind would go off the rails and criticize me like a thousand cuts.
Am I just really ashamed of my own neurotic nature? Society has indeed been shaming people for having negative emotions.
It's probably why there's no real change in the world, because ALL of us are too scared to look inward and accept what's unknown and painful to ourselves.