once I did a small mistake.

suddenly that lad staring into my eyes, it was too sharp as if it was stabbing my heart.

I didn't know what I did wrong. just tell me what the mistake was. instead of shouting and cursing. please use ur goddamn mouth, can you? you stupid asshole. I despise you.

I despise you until now. I once hope I can stab you in the heart with a real shiny knife so I don't have to see your face anymore.

I couldn't forget those moments when u always shouting at us,
oh god. I hate you lad.

instead of shouting, can you talk nicely, huh?