i fucked up about how i wasnt there when everyone celebrated your birthday at 12:00
eigentlich war ich deswegen beleidigt
ich bin sosososososososososo uncomfortable around lieven
why still
it wasnt like that before
if
you
just
didnt
fucking
start
to
make
me
jealous
that
one
time
it
started
in
exactly
that
moment
when you had this moment of revenge on your mind instead of just telling me you felt jealous and im suffering for months because of that
but im not a victim
im free
and that jealousy will be there, and i want to blame you