jlu

"why am i doing this research, why am i studying, why should i work for... June 19, 2019
i would like to do things before time is running out and work at my own pace,... June 18, 2019
"...und dann wurde er erleuchtet" May 28, 2019
sometimes i get angry reading zen koans May 27, 2019
ich habe etwas bildverarbeitung gemacht, aber mir fällt nicht wirklich ein, was... May 27, 2019
i want enlightenment. May 24, 2019
"all buddha did was find a way to hack your brain into thinking it is... May 20, 2019
i'm afraid i will not finish the big task in time May 19, 2019
ask no questions. May 19, 2019
when something good happens to me or i begin to feel peace and i begin to enjoy... May 16, 2019
im reading words on taoism and zen, i seem to be striving and thirsting, my... May 16, 2019
focus on your breath. May 16, 2019
so your joking aggressions are just that, jokes? May 16, 2019
i would not necessarily say that the neurological streams of information... May 14, 2019
one thing, considering to do martial arts again, that then comes to my mind is:... May 10, 2019
so after some of those a bit more intense emotional outbreaks i have more or... May 10, 2019
ich muss schon seit wochen meinen ausweis abholen, und dafuer brauche ich meine... May 10, 2019
she sent me a selfie and she said she liked it (how nice) and i really liked it... May 10, 2019
it makes me angry that im angry. May 9, 2019
apparently im rejecting dualistic thoughts, good and bad, and try to avoid them. May 9, 2019