a dull dreary morning, suits my mood. its raining too. i have things i can do inside. so will try and get some things done depending on my energy levels.

i treated myself the other day. i bought an antique sewing box. i love it. not sure what i will put in it yet, but i enjoy looking at it.

i came down this morning as looked at the trim i am painting blue around the kitchen window, i still love it. will try and finish that today and must let it dry for a few days before putting things back.

i also need to make some snacks for work. lately i have been making scones. something different, and they travel well in my bag.

why do my days off go so fast and my work days go so slow??? its monday tomorrow and i start at 645am. most of my clients are showers, so its a long wet day.

its thursday now. the days go by and sometimes i am not sure how i got to the end of the day. i can understand how a senior gets so lonely. i spent today alone, except for the cats etc. i understand people are busy and have to work or what ever i just miss being able to talk to brent or just having him here in the same room. well his ashes are in the same room as me, he just does not talk much.

i got a will kit in the mail, so will spend saturday working on filling it out and wondering who gets what. i dont think my kids what any of my stuff. brents tools maybe but that would be about all. sad to think my things will end up in a bin. but i know a will must be done.