a very early start to the day. i was up at 430 am. my usual time to get up for work. i will be very tired later and may require a nap.

i can never seem to get caught up on dishes. there are always some in the sink. will try and work on it more today. will also have 2 big pots from dinner last night.

the pain level is higher this morning as i didnt sleep well. waiting for pain meds to kick in so i can start to do something other than surf facebook. my hands hurt too much to knit. i want to try and cut some more weeds and grass for the rabbit.

i also need to work on the sunroom. now that most of the plants are gone i can at least box up the pots and sweep the floor.

its the weekend and it will be a day spent at home. i dont like going to the farmers market anymore with all the dogs there. maybe i will go on wed and buy some of the goat cheese.

its going to be a nice day , i guess i should try and get some more laundry out.

somedays it feels like all i do is pick up after brent , just like a toddler. he leaves coffee spills on the counter, clothes all over the house, tools all over the house. he leaves food on the counter and wonders why i get pissed. containers are left open and on the counter, and of course he pees on the seat. sigh.... it seems like such a small thing to just lift the seat. wish i could stand and pee. oh and another thing that really pissed me off is when he built the shelves for all my canning and then put all my jars on the shelves with no sense of order. i hate going to the basement i hate the shelves because of it. i cant find anything . he took the joy out of it for me. i dont understand why he does that.

another stab to the heart by my kid. i tagged him in a post. it was for a roofing job. make a few bucks kinda thing. thought i might get a thank you. all i got was dont tag me in things. guess he wont be chatting with me anytime soon. least i know he has not deleted me off his list.

today was pretty much a write off. i got sick. then i slept for 2 hours. i am feeling ok as long as i dont move around too much. i had some soup for lunch and a ton of crackers. dont think i will be eating dinner. i wanted to get some things done and none of that happened.

i am going to close here for today....see you all tomorrow