day off today. i got a few things done. still have to take the garbage out. always a big chore as the cans are heavy. somehow i get them to the curb.

the cats are all over me all the time. sometimes i dont mind , but when i am trying to do something they are just in the way. i try and be patient with them as i am now the only one here. but sometimes i just need to shove them all off for a little while.

i am going through the things from the sunroom and putting things in the donate bucket. will drop it off when the thrift shop is open again. i have some donations in the car now. maybe in 2 weeks things will be open again..who knows.

i am still finding trying to work on a trading card very hard . my mind goes blank. its almost as if i have nothing to say.

its sat now

split shift today. and i got 2 hours sleep last night. i have no idea how i will make it until bed time. i did a light shop before coming home. cat food cat litter that sort of thing. i have had something to eat. i sill have a headache from that stupid plug in air freshener. probly will last until bed time. sigh.

i am work on a quilt. why i have no idea. i have lots of projects to finish but i start a quilt. i am making only 5 in blocks. so its a take along project, something i can work on between clients. it is helping to keep my mind off brent. if this quilt is ever finished i am going to send it out to be quilted. i have neither the time or patience to do it myself anymore. i have been buying small bits of fabric here and there. but the stores are closed again until mid may. so if i need something i will have to wait. but its ok i have lots of other things to work on.

so far i have not chatted to one guy i would consider even meeting. all of them just want sex and one thinks i want him to support me. not. i really think i will end up spending the next 25 yrs alone. the crazy cat/bird lady. i dont need a man in my life i want one. i would like a companion to do things with. i am not tired of being alone. living alone sure takes the pressure off of doing housework. with the kinds of hours i am working some days i am too tired to care if it gets done.

i still want to finish the sunroom. but with this new shutdown and stay at home order i dont think i will be able to find anyone to help me now.

some of the things from the sun room i have been bringing up stairs. some is in the donation basket. and with the thrift shops closed i cant drop off my donations. its gonna be a long summer if i cant make any headway on this house. the box of brents clothes i was going to give to blake to donate for me . well that is getting dropped off too.

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