Have You Ever Seen the Rain
Creedence Clearwater Revival
Someone told me long ago
There's a calm before the storm
I know it's been comin' for some time
When it's over so they say
It'll rain a sunny day
I know shinin' down like water
I want to know
Have you ever seen the rain?
I want to know
Have you ever seen the rain
Comin' down on a sunny day?
Yesterday and days before
Sun is cold and rain is hard
I know been that way for all my time
'Til forever, on it goes
Through the circle, fast and slow,
I know it can't stop, I wonder
I want to know
Have…
the lyrics say it all i think. i see the dr. today about my eye. see if i can go back to work. and if not what do i do then? i have no idea. i dont think i can go back to school yet again. i am going to force myself to drive today. i have to. if i dont it means i wont get hours at work. my job is to go from house to house to look after people and walking wont cut it. i have not driven in 5 months. if i make it to the doctors office and feel ok then i will drive to the thrift shop and drop off some stuff and then home.
i looked for at the apt listings yesterday and didnt find anything. same ones i have been seeing for days in the price ranges i cant afford.
the cats are really going to miss me when i go back to work. if i go back to work. i have been home for so long they are used to having me around. they sometimes wonder around the house meowing trying to find me. oh and i cant pee alone....even at 2am....sigh
later on...well i did it. i drove. went to the doctor, staples, and thrift shop, then home. my hands were shaking so bad when i left.
good news on my eye. dr says i can go back to work. he is also fast tracking me for my left eye. great news on that.
as for work...will i even get any hours? i had to turn in my phone. so of makes me think they dont want me back. but they keep saying keep in touch, but not once did anyone call me to see how i was doing.
so i sorted out more books to be donated and have them ready by the door to be taken out. its really hard for me to do this as a book lover. but i need to do this so someone else wont have to. i also sold 2 birds today. so a few bits of good things today....