how does one get past the feeling of being useless? when i am in pain i cant do much of anything. i still have to get the basics done but on days like this doing chores makes the pain worse. i prefer one pot dinners as its easier for me to make, like stews and soups etc.
for today i might make a quick pasta dish. i love homemade bread from the bread machine. see if i have a chance to set the machine up later.
the bunny is doing well and the cats are not paying any attention to him. he is only 8 weeks old, so i guess he will grow a bit more. not sure how much he weighs but he reminds me of a small kitten. funny to watch him hop around too.
the wind is up again. we had a storm this morning so maybe we are in for more rain. least i dont have to water tonight.
i am missing the kids today. the weekends was always the time we would touch base. they know nothing about my life now. they know nothing about my health and what i am going through. if i didnt have brent i would not have made it through the detached retna. we had to drive 4 hours out of town to the dr. so because of that we rented a car and stayed in a hotel.
i enjoyed getting away for a day or so but always felt nervous about being away because of what is going on with the neighbours. brent hired a guy to help him move the railway ties and he sliced off about ½ in to make it compliant. so i am hoping its over and done with now. but until we hear from his lawyer we dont know for sure.
its time to feed the birds and shower and bed.
i will see you tomorrow....