i am up ,under protest from my body which wants another 3 hours sleep. its stupid o clock 445 am. its starting to be cool in here in the mornings. soon it will be winter and i will have to find all my winter stuff, coat , boots , mitts and all that.
i will have to do my shopping today i think. we have no bread left. i am just too tired after work to stop at the store. i come home and colapse. when i was seeing clients in the community i could stop at the store when i had a gap, but when i have a gap now i stay in the building . my shopping is limited to after work or on days off. in a way its good i guess prevents me from spending more money.
its time to get ready for work. i will be back later.
today is finally over. day 6 is over. i did some shopping and made dinner. brent did some prep which was really helpful. i am resting with my feet up. brent has hardly said 2 words to me since i got home. he has been on the phone trying to trouble shoot our internet. i wish he would go back to work at the office. he may like working from home but i dont right now. i am tired of him obsessing over the stupid internet.
i was so tired i didnt even do any art today. maybe tomorrow. i am going to have to start working inside as the sunroom is going to be too cold to work in. i will have to bring in all my glue and paint because if it freezes it wont be any good. i am hoping to get a couple of cards done tomorrow.
i am feeling very dejected today. seems even though i try very hard at my job , people just never seem happy. i never do anything right and i get compared to the other person. i knew going in it was going to be hard , people getting used to me and all, i just never thought they would hate change that much. i am so tired to pretending to be ok all the time.
i am going to close here and get ready for bed. i am so tired. working 6 days took alot out of me. see you all tomorrow.