i did a bad thing yesterday.....i spent money at walmart ....on towels....for the downstairs bathroom. buying them will push me to paint the bathroom and get it done. then i can use the new towels.
i was supposed to do bloodwork today and go renew my plates but its freezing rain and i decided to go home instead.
i think its soup for dinner, dont feel hungry for anything else.
next day
i made it back home after renewing my plates before the snow started....sigh. i better find the snow shovel i guess.
i dont like winter and never will.
its a work day today and i also have a market sale item to pick up. it will be a long day. i get so tired because i work in the evenings.
as much as i enjoy the lights and ornaments at christmas , the idea of spending this xmas alone is hard. brent loved decorating the tree. he always wanted it to look perfect and it always did. so will find the lights and wreath for the outside. everyday i wonder if brent checks on me making sure i am ok. i dont think i will ever be ok, but time and life goes on, and i must move forward.