i was up very early today. around 6ish. i am worried about work. its been on my mind for a few weeks now but reality is setting in. i am worried i wont cut it. my fibro has gotten worse over the last 10 months. the pain is worse and i have lost alot of strength too.
plan for the day is to finish the orange jam. change the bed ,change the litter box. i have to remind brent to bring in the cat litter from the car.
so i got the dishes mostly done and more zuccini in the dehydrator. i chopped the orange peal up and put that into the dehydrator too. i will be canning the jam and mushrooms shortly. being as i am filling jars again i will have to sort out the shelves in the basement. i was so looking forward to sorting out the jars and organizing it the way i wanted. well brent decided he didnt like me working so slow and just put stuff on the shelves...didnt matter where. sigh... sometimes i really wish he would understand sometimes what he does is not helpful at all.
the rabbit likes zuccini...if its shredded. talk about a spoiled rabbit. all the creatures in this house are spoiled....except me.. i dont feel very spoiled right now. i feel some days all i do is work. i am learning that i need to make time for me, so i make time for my art
speaking of art i am still trying to figure out how to do the back of the trading cards. i know what it is supposed to say, but my printing is not the greatest right now so its hard to me to decide. i dont want it to look terrible.
my fear is ramping up about going back to work. my stomach is in knots and i cant sit still. i am so on edge. i dont want to snap at brent ., its not his fault i am freaking out so bad.
later. so jam is done and cooling, mushrooms cooked off and jarred and cooling. dinner made. faita chicken fingers and tex mex rice and homemade banana pudding. i am no where near hungry which is no surprise. i just took a pain pill so i hope to feel a bit better soon. dam i am tired. most of the dishes are done. bunny wont answer the dinner bell . i still want to go cut some more grass. i am making very slow progress on the orange bear. i cut up an old sheet that had a big hole in it and i didnt know what to do with. i am hand sewing it all as its too small for the sewing machine.
i stared to prepare some new cards for painting. after glueing and painting then waiting for things to dry, takes forever. i can now see why an artist would have more than one on the go. just like me with different knitting projects on the go. one for here and one to take with me.
i am going to close here for now and have a cup of tea and put my feet up for 10 min. then its time to go feed the birds. see you all tomorrow.