it was a very late start today. i didnt get up until almost 930. that is very late for me. i slept about 10 hours. i guess i was tired.
so i have been busy since my meds kicked in. made apple crisp and its in the oven now. i cleaned all the beans and got them ready for canning. canned 6 jars of beans and cleaned the counter under the glass. no dishes done yet.
i wanted to do some art today but food prep took over. have to get it done it wont keep. some day when i have a few hours i will go and start sorting in the basement. its going to take a long while because of the way brent put things on the shelves. no sense of order or plan , no labels no idea where anything is.
yesterday when we were out doing yard sales we stoped at one. a clean out of moms house kind of thing. i asked if she had any tea cups and she said at home. she took my number and said she would call. i am thinking now if she does call and the cups are reasonably priced i can then resell them to a dealer for something really really nice. that is my plan anyhow. see what happens.
i am making fresh bread for dinner with pasta and apple crisp. i can smell the bread baking now. smells so good. been months since i made bread. i usually do it more in the winter with homemade soups.
brent asked me yesterday if i liked cooking. i said i dont mind on a good day. but the planning and prep and remembering to do things is hard for me some days. he would just take meat out of the freezer and not plan what to go with it other than potatoes. i said that would never fly with me. he tries to make dinner 10 min before he wants to eat. thats not how it works and i dont think he gets that. i started todays dinner this morning , making the apple crisp. then 2 hours later i set up the bread machine. he just does not plan anything. it gets very frustrating . like when he pours coffee leaves the mess on the counter. he leaves the cream cheese out and milk and what ever else he takes out of the frig and leaves on the counter. makes me feel like i am cleaning up after kids all day.
later: dinner is done and i have had my tea and guess who gets stuck with cleanup....me of course...sigh..
least dinner was good. i managed to get leftovers in the frig and just finished my tea. so now starts the clean up. i just wanted to knit for a bit. if i ask him to clean up his excuse will be the hes worried he wont do it right. well when i have to rewash half of the dishes because they are all greasy then yeah you have not done it right. its quicker for me to do it. so i do it, and then i resent it.
i went in and fed the birds and found 2 pairs for that lady who wanted birds. she wanted white doves so that was lucky they where together. so may have 4 birds gone next weekend. i move i of the pair to their own cage for now.
time to take meds and maybe get ready for bed, and do more dishes.
see you all tomorrow...